today, i remember my old memory which on saturday, i will go to hostel and on thursday, i will back home. As my fiance' still not feeling well, i take this responsibility to fetch him in Politeknik. right or wrong, this is the reality in my life which i have to face up with a lot of problem. after fetch him, i ask him to follow me to go one place which i never been there around 7years ago. the objective is, i want him to be happy again as usual. i don't know why he looks like unconscious person after that tragedy. maybe he still trauma...? i'm thinking!!!
bila tengok dia senyap jer dalam kereta, aku berfikir...adakah dia marahkan aku...? bila ditanya, jawapannya...tidak.
bertanyakan lagi.., abg stress dgn study ke..? dijawabnye...tak de lah sgt sbb sem baru start..
i'm blur already!!! aku teringat pada seseorang yg pernah mengatakan bahawa tempat abg accident tu..tempat yg keras. means like haunt place. huhuhu. i don't know samada betul atau tidak. itu hanya desas-desus. hopefully, tak de yang berkait dgn abg. aku nak abg sihat walafiat mcm biasa dan happy.
aku sentiasa berdoa supaya abg kembali seperti dulu. aku tak nak abg sakit2 sebab abg satu2nya menantu mak ayah. bila tengok mak ayah happy dgn abg....i'm happy too. maybe abg ada chemistry dgn mak ayah. that's why they love you so much.
dear, please don't give up. i want you to be happy as usual. i want you to be yourself. you're one of my pillar strength in my life. when you're happy, i'm happy too. i don't want you to think too much. please wake up from your weakness. i need you as long as i can breathe.
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